And while I feel a bit wrong, and dirty throwing myself back into this blog, it needs to be done. It has, is, and probably will be, the only way I can push myself into losing weight.
For the last two weeks I've been being restricting after a tirade of horrible comments from my boyfriend (ever the motivator...) and even today I can feel tight trousers being a good fit, so I know the initial weight plummet is coming into play.
The downside is, that'll be over in the next week or so, and it'll be back to fighting hard and breaking through plateau after plateau. All whilst looking at my diary and realising how many binge triggers are on my way. From planned picnics to family holidays to weeks of leaving meals with friends.
But it's all going to be successful...right?