Monday, 26 July 2010

I just had to say.

I've fucked up.
I haven't been around and I've been eating whatever I want and now I'm really fat and bloated and shit for my holiday.
BestI can do now is watch what I eat on holiday (in 1.5days) to try to not look like a beast in ALL the photos :'''(
Then after holiday, bam.
Back to one meal a day, or w.e.

Monday, 19 July 2010

Can't stay away :)

Been doing alright but not fantastic, but something's working because I look and feel slimmer...
So yeah.
Got to eat two meals tomorrow, so badtimes.
This isn't feeling like a priority but it should be :/
I only really posted so I could justify catching up on blogs without feeling like a stalker :)

Thursday, 15 July 2010


I ate 3 meals then snacks.
It's like I WANT to be skinny, and I WANT to WANT to put the effort in, but I can't actually do it.
Tomorrow is a new day.
One meal, for sure.

Wednesday, 14 July 2010


nibbled on junk food ALL DAY LONG!
Not sure what's happening tomorrow.
For the first time in my life I have other issues to think about than food, and it's making me confident about my body, which I HATE! :/
Like my A-level results, and my choice of man.
How do you see into the future to decide which guy you'll actually love? :/
I've never been in a position where two guys have liked me before.
It's weird.
I want life to be simple.
I hope this isn't an indication of life to come.
It's been pretty super up to now...

Tuesday, 13 July 2010

Not too bad.

Just had some cookie dough, like, a wee bit, a few Wotsits and a Celebration chocolate. :)
All bad stuff, but not loads of it :)

Monday, 12 July 2010


Had somewhere between 700-900cals.
In one meal.
So not awful.
Guzzled diet lemonade the whole day :)
Seeing a friend tomorrow afternoon, but won't eat til the evening I don't think...
So I'll get up late, long shower, do something productive :D
I might make a trip to Sainsburys to get snacks for the evening, so I get like a 45 minute walk in... I don't know...
Who knows, I just don't want to spend the whole day lazing around again :/

Sunday, 11 July 2010

Sorry I haven't posted in so long.

Been so busy, and really fucked up.
Time for some damage control.
One meal, 700cals max, 16 days til holiday.
Time to catch up :)

Saturday, 3 July 2010


Had a few good days, then the last 3 or so days have been AWFUL.
I looked in the mirror yesterday and just felt sick.
So back to one meal a day.
Starting today: one veggie burger after work :)
Have no time for real posting.
So Peace.