Monday 26 July 2010

I just had to say.

I've fucked up.
I haven't been around and I've been eating whatever I want and now I'm really fat and bloated and shit for my holiday.
BestI can do now is watch what I eat on holiday (in 1.5days) to try to not look like a beast in ALL the photos :'''(
Then after holiday, bam.
Back to one meal a day, or w.e.

Monday 19 July 2010

Can't stay away :)

Been doing alright but not fantastic, but something's working because I look and feel slimmer...
So yeah.
Got to eat two meals tomorrow, so badtimes.
This isn't feeling like a priority but it should be :/
I only really posted so I could justify catching up on blogs without feeling like a stalker :)
Peace.

Thursday 15 July 2010

Fml.

I ate 3 meals then snacks.
It's like I WANT to be skinny, and I WANT to WANT to put the effort in, but I can't actually do it.
Hmm.
Tomorrow is a new day.
One meal, for sure.
Peace.

Wednesday 14 July 2010

bahhhhhhhhhhh

nibbled on junk food ALL DAY LONG!
Not sure what's happening tomorrow.
For the first time in my life I have other issues to think about than food, and it's making me confident about my body, which I HATE! :/
Like my A-level results, and my choice of man.
How do you see into the future to decide which guy you'll actually love? :/
I've never been in a position where two guys have liked me before.
It's weird.
I want life to be simple.
I hope this isn't an indication of life to come.
It's been pretty super up to now...
Peace.

Tuesday 13 July 2010

Not too bad.

Just had some cookie dough, like, a wee bit, a few Wotsits and a Celebration chocolate. :)
All bad stuff, but not loads of it :)
Peace.

Monday 12 July 2010

Blip.

Had somewhere between 700-900cals.
In one meal.
So not awful.
Guzzled diet lemonade the whole day :)
Seeing a friend tomorrow afternoon, but won't eat til the evening I don't think...
So I'll get up late, long shower, do something productive :D
I might make a trip to Sainsburys to get snacks for the evening, so I get like a 45 minute walk in... I don't know...
Who knows, I just don't want to spend the whole day lazing around again :/
Peace.

Sunday 11 July 2010

Sorry I haven't posted in so long.

Been so busy, and really fucked up.
Time for some damage control.
One meal, 700cals max, 16 days til holiday.
Time to catch up :)

Saturday 3 July 2010

Sheepishsheepishsheepish.

Had a few good days, then the last 3 or so days have been AWFUL.
I looked in the mirror yesterday and just felt sick.
So back to one meal a day.
Starting today: one veggie burger after work :)
Yeahhh.
Have no time for real posting.
So Peace.