Wow.

Since sort of accidentally coming back to this tonight, I just spent an hour or so going through some of your guys' recent posts.

I forgot how much I loved this community.

I also forgot how messed up and shaken I felt.

Counting calories, bingeing, starving, etc.

I can't lose focus on my education at the moment, so I'm just going to have one or two meals a day, of moderate size, because I've already planned my meals to use up all the food I have in the freezer...

But I'll be around.