Wednesday, 20 July 2011

Fuck my life.

So today, I weighed myself. The heaviest I have EVER been before is 178lbs. I got down to 157lbs. Now, this morning, i weighed 181LBS! ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY ONE POUNDS.
How disgusting. I thought I'd weigh 170 or something max.
I think the reason I didn't realise is because when I was 178lbs, I was a solid size 16 (US size 12), but right now I'm a size 14, sometimes even a 12, so I guess the fat must have deposited differently, the scales could be a little wrong, or whatever reason. I'm a different shape but I weight a ton more.

But, because I'm trying to keep in a positive mindset, and I know that I'm on the right track, I'm trying not to get too upset about it, because that won't help anything. Eating less and moving more WILL help. So that's what I'm doing.

Now onto goals. Now I know how much I weigh, I can set some goals. There are six weeks until the end of the summer, so I'd like to have lost a stone by then. So ideally, I'd be 167lbs. But I'll be okay with anything south of 170 I guess.
Right now, my ultimate goal weight is 140lbs, which I know is crazy high to most of you guys, but I want to still wear most of the clothes I have, I just want them to be loose and cute looking, and be a solid size 12.
That's the plan.
Here goes...

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